It is at this point I don't care. I don't care about:
- Hair on my legs.
- Tanning.
- Fixing my hair.
- Wearing makeup.
- or anything else that makes me attractive to anyone else.
I'm already starting to dress nicer. I am hoping these nice clothes will be taking a trip to the local thrift store very soon. In my closet, I have huge tubs of clothes I would kill to be able to wear again. I've had them for years and I am bound and determined to get my happy hiney in them again.
My goal for myself isn't:
- to get healthy, but I want to for myself and my family.
- to get skinny...that will never happen. I just want to feel good in my skin and be able to do things with my kids without struggling.
- to be able to fit in my vehicle comfortably...because who doesn't like their belly hitting the steering wheel when they drive? Isn't that a scary thing.
- to be the best dressed mom out there, because that will never happen. I am trying to dress nicer, but I am never, by far, the best dressed.
- To be the best me that I can be...whatever that may be.
- To be happy with who I am.
- To be happy with who I've become.
- To be happy with what I've survived.
- To be content with life as it is right at this moment.
- To not need to constantly be "dieting" but instead be able to just eat healthy.
- To not bullshit myself into thinking I can't do something.
- To not think I need the weight on myself in order to stave off something or someone.
- To enjoy life to the fullest I can every day.
- To spend as much time I can with my family every single day, because they are my life and they have proven to me that life is too damn short.
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